New to this

so if yo read my blogs up to now you know about me getting to know someone i thought i knew all over again. he told me things i didn't know and pointed out this i didn't realize about myself. he also told me about D/s and M/s relationships. it was all quite strange and a bit hard to digest at first. i've always been raised to in a family that my parents were equals for the most parent. i was raised in a christian family and had never in my life even realized that M/s even existed so it was rather strange.

it got curious though and started asking him about it doing research and the more i reasearched honestly the more i got nervous about the lifestyle. all the things i read from people seemed so extreme and out of synk with who i am that i kind of scared me at first. however he kept reminding me that not every relationship was the same so i kept thinking about it.

eventually as our relationship got closer even though he was in south korea at the time we joked about collars and what he wanted to do to me right then or when he got home. not all of it was joks though and i was surprised on occasion to find that some of the things he said to me were a major turn on. i started having dreams about him innocent and short at first them nore sexual and longer dreams.

i decided i wanted to at the very least date him if not maybe try the whole M/s relationship which he works best in as he told me. i finally decided to stop researching and quizz him directly and i honestly really liked the answers he gave me. so one day i told him that even though he was in korea and i didn't have a collar i concidered myself his because i really liked him and i wanted to be with him. he was quite happy about that and he told me that if that was the case then i could start some of my training before he even got hom for leave.

and he did start me on training. it was little things like undressing in a certain order infront of the webcam (i get really shy in from of the cam) so he could see. when i typed my nickname pet (we didn't use voice chat often) i was to answer Master when i replied. just little things like that which while was alittle reluctant to sometimes i did it and i always got rewarded with a Good girl which makes me feel all smilie. he also told me how he depending on how tired he was when i picked him up from the airport he might take me as soon as we got to the hotel room but he wasn't sure. he told me that while he was home he wanted me to try anal. this made me very nervous becuase the last time i tried anal with someone it hurt alot and didn't feel good at all. he told me he'd be gentle and i trust him so i reluctantly agreed. Master is experienced and knows what he's doing.

well the day finally came that he was gonna be home. i had yet to actually call him Master out loud as of yet even on voice chat although i slip up once. i didn't want to cause i thought it would be better if i did it in person the first time. anyways i was so excited that i showed up at the airport 30 minutes early and wondered around the waiting area anc checking the arrive board frequently. i didn't have my glasses on so it was practically impossble to spot him from far away but i saw him as he got closer and i got so very very giddy i would have ran and jumped in his arms i was so excited but their were people in the way. hen he reached me and grabbed me and gave me a quite kiss before picking me up and carring me away from the gate. he carried me quite a ways before i had to beg him to stop and give me a proper hug but i was laughing the whole time.

finally we got his bags (which he wouldn't let me help with) and got to my car. when we got his bags in and we sat in the car i put the keys in and told him i made a snack for him and he said "i'll eat it later but first..." then he grabbed my hair and pulled me to him for a kiss. even though i am new to the M/s relationship that has always felt good and it made me dizzy for a second after he let me go.

we didn't go straight to the hotel but other places first but when we got to the hotel he let me help with his bags alittle and that made me happy. when we got everything inside he closed the curtains and shut the door with the light off and i couldn't see when i told him so he said "that ok i can see" grabbed me and bit my neck. he then made me strip down and kneel at his feet which i honestly though i would be nervous or shy about but i wasn't i didn't hestitant to do it.  i told me to suck his cock and i did but i didn't for long he picked me up and put me on the bed and took me right then. he took me several times that day which i thoughly enjoyed every bit of. i surprised him several times during his time home and i didn my best to take care of him in sexual and non sexual ways. he took care of me like no one ever has before and still does take care of me. i had him for two weeks before he had to report in to the military at his new post.

i call him Master alot now because he really truely is my Master and i adore him. he's kind, gentle, loving, protective and possesive, he takes care of me the best he can, i adore my master and while i am still very new to this kind of relationship he knows that and is taking it slow with me. i do my best to be his good girl and make him proud of me. he gives me compliments and rewards me with this i want when i'm good. like a recording of his voice or pictures of himself. i know small things some people might say but i love the little things because they are what big things are built on. i miss my Master something ferice and i wish i could be with him where he is but i can't and it's hard sometimes. i get to text him but i can't see him just yet on cam. i can't wait to see him again. i hope i'm able to visit him for christmas but if i can't i'll wait patiently till i can. i miss you and adore you Master be safe.